Hi, i'm Jacey. This is my blog, where i ~express~ myself. I try to be optimistic about everything.
nothing is the same at all… i wish i could go back to that day and make you come to track practice… brighten your day… maybe you would have changed you mind… i just cant stand everyone around me being so broken… we are all so broken. kaevonne we miss you so much… its been over two months and things will never be the same. no one has that little sparkle in their eye anymore. i dont get to come to school and hear stories about how you took deshawns seat on the couch and then you felt bad and kept saying sorry. i dont get to see you in the hallways and say your name with a heavy accent… people post things on facebook about you all the time. im glad theyre remembering you but i wish they could be happy again. its just so hard on everyone. i dont blame you for it. i just wish it hadnt killed you. i wish you missed. i wish no one had ever hurt you enough to make you consider doing this. but what is a wish going to do? i just need to keep my strength. i need strength, to keep everyone on their feet.
I need to stop seeing the bright side of things and just see the truth…
What hurts the most is being so close, and having so much to say, and watching you walk away…
” LMS for smash / pass and date / pass! “
*some girl or guy likes it*
“smash! ;) …. pass //;’
okay you would smash but wouldnt date them……?
